Happy, Finally!

I've had a great couple of days just because of 3 little words. Read the cut if you really want to know why.

Ever have one of those days when someone can say 3 words to you and make your whole world seem better? When Ash left for Tennessee, I was sure that she would come back and tell me it was over. I thought I had fucked up so badly that she would never even want to see me anymore. She calls me from there the next day and I miss her call, so she calls the next day and tells me that everything is ok and that she was sorry for being so angry over what happened. I couldn't have been happier, but I was still unsure as to if she even wanted to be with me in the first place, if maybe this was just something her family had talked her into or something. Then when she got back in town we made up the way most couples do, even though we weren't really a couple. We were going to still see other people and that was fine with me, although I wanted more just because I've dated around and hated it. I'm ready to start a serious relationship with someone that will feel the same for me that I do for her. I'm ready to start thinking about weather the person I'm dating now will be someone I want to marry. I don't want to get married right now, but I want to at least be with someone to see if it will turn into that. So we hang out at her aunt's house (my favorite people in the world, I must say) and after I leave, she has a chat with her uncle. Apparently she was unclear weather she was in love with me or not, because she thought she was, but she didn't really want to be. She explained it a lot better than I can. All I can say is that in the end, she had to tell me or she would regret it. She loves me. She's told me before that she loves me, but I have to say that it felt different this time. It's been 3 days since then and I have to say that I'm still so happy. I just feel so great right now.